Funk

I’ve been in a terrible spot lately….. It’s all self induced.

I’m not shooting nearly enough. I burn daylight in the office trying to earn hours and make money.

I know that I need to get out but I want to have something to shoot, but if I never get out and look than I’ll never find anything. It’s a vicious circle.

I’ve just lost so much motivation lately. I don’t feel like the person I used to be, the photographer that I can be. I know that once I find something interesting I’ll be able to lock-in, focus, and become inspired again.

I need an internship.

I feel like I’m back to spinning my wheels again. It’s not that I’ve tapped this town of its resources and its stories; I’ve just forgotten how to look for them. I need a new place, and open mind, and some opportunity. I need to wake up every morning, put a camera on my shoulder, and know that for the whole day someone is going to pay me to do what I love to do. Make photographs, capture moments, and tell stories. I need to be outside of this office and making pictures.

I think I’m gonna go try that…… see what happens……